An emotional passage…

February 26, 2009 celestyna2
Tags: Beliefs, Creativity, Daily goals, Health, Journaling, Sleep, Work, Writings

 

Well, yesterday morning I called in sick.  I had to sleep.  So I went back to bed and woke at 11:00.  Then, I  went to work.  Around 2 pm I got tired again.  I’ve been feeling tired and weak for a week.  It must be almost over…

 

I was still able to accomplish my first 2 goals.

 

Today’s goals will be :

1. Work : Start the new section in my book preparation.
2. Home responsibilities : Put away some sewing materiel  in my new cupboard.
3. Creativity : Work on the web sit design + ask for some legal advice.

 

I have to ask for advice for a couple of my ideas for the web site.  I was wondering if I want to put in a reference (book or author) if I need permission from the creator.   And can I put a link to a book store so the surfer can buy the book I’m referring to.  It’s all legal advice.

 

I think I know just the right person to ask.  I met this spiritual lawyer in a retreat center.  He actually crated a publishing house in he’s home.  So I think he would be the perfect person to ask.

 

Next week is my march break.  I have my appointment with the web masters on Monday.  I really hope we can begin right away.  I’m pretty excited!  I still have all kinds of ideas coming in.  My latest one is creating  a deck of cards with short poems.  That would be awesome!  But still… I would like to illustrate my own cards.  I need time for that.  If I could launch that site and see hoe it goes financially after maybe I would be able to eventually take some time off my job.  I love my job, don’t get me wrong.  I chose that career and I’m grateful for having this job.  It’s just that it doesn’t suite me anymore.  I could create all day.  Wow!

That site though will be demanding in time and energy.  I would have to scan a lot of covers and summaries to put on that web site.  And I should start soon.  I guess I’ll have to put that in my daily goals.

 

Speaking of scanning… I also have to scan some pictures and make a home video for our family reunion this summer.  That will also take a while.

 

I’m writing this sitting on my bed.  I have 2 big windows and all I see when I look outside is cedar trees.  It snowed last night and those cedar trees are full of beautiful white snow.  With the sun rising, the change of color, the snow , everything is so beautiful.  Plus it’s only zero and no wind witch make’s it perfect since it’s not so cold.  It’s the kind of day you wish you were home to take plenty of walks and play in the snow.  It will change though, they are calling for winds up to 60 k/h, -20, and up to 10 to 20 cm of snow.  It will be ugly on those roads.

 

I just love the music I put on every morning when I do these morning pages.  I listen to it falling asleep too.  It’s so aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh! Calming.  It’s Louis Lachance’s Harmon chakra.  I really relax to it.

 

Hey I forgot the 3 things I love about my self :

1. I learnt to stand my ground and not be influenced by others fears and recommendations.
2. I love the way I live.
3. I love my body.

 

I noticed that some of these things I say I love about my self in that particular moment.  For instance, today I love my body but maybe tomorrow if I’m in ache and pains I won’t love it so much.  I think that in life we have to accept the highs and the lows and what ever is in between.  Those are emotional experiments and make us who we are.  I also learnt that everything is a passage, temporary.

 

Well, there I go off to work!

Good day!

 

Thursday, February 26th 2009

Entry Filed under: Creative journaling

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