Back to work…

I started the day by writing two creative emails ; one in English and one in French.  Those emails are going to authors to whom I ask permission to put book covers on me website.  I felt inspired…  It was there in my head.  So, might as well put them on paper right?

 

I’m going back to work this morning.  To awake is tough.  I didn’t have a very good night sleep.  I woke up every half hour or so.  I didn’t feel rested at all.  But still il was all right.  Knowing that there wouldn’t be any students and that I would be productive and effective made it easier.

 

Yesterday I went to a play.  It was the reproduction of the Sound of music.  The main character : Maria as played by Patti Cambell.  She was perfect!!! She could play in those big production anytime and would be acclaimed.  She looks like her, sings like her and plays like Julie Andrews.   Just unbelievable!

 

Well, here are my 3 goals for the day :

1. Post the 3 last pages on my blog.
2. Home responsibilities : do 1 laundry.
3. Creativity : Find pictures for some scrapbooking calendar and box I made.

 

Here are 3 things I love about my self :

4. I remain calm in urgent matters.
5. I love to try new things.
6. I eat healthier than before.

 

Boy! That was difficult.  Nothing was coming up.  I had to think a lot.

 

Well I’ve got to go all ready.  I woke up late this morning.  Later than usual anyway…

 

Monday, March 9th 2009

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Holiday!

I’m on holiday and hardly have the notion of time…  Isn’t that wonderful!  I love this! 

I met with the website creator.  I’m waiting for the quotation.  He tolled me it would take about a month to create such a site.  So if I do it my self, it would take me for ever.   So I’m pretty excited about that.  I think I will engage him no matter the price.  You see my dream is to have a books store.  It would be a book shop/boutique with tools to help people in there own grow.  But I don’t have the money.  So I have the choice to engage a lot of money in me dream store or a little money in a website.  For now I prefer engaging a little in the web site.

I’m right now at my parents.  My aunt is visiting for a couple of days.  I love this energy.  They are painting and doing creative art.  I’m working on the computer.  I love this aunt.  She’s soft, loving, caring and giving.  She loves animals and cherish them with all of her big heart.  Together we love creating art, watching movies, reading little bits of articles or certain sections of books and reading prayers.

So today’s goals are :

1. Scan pictures and book covers
2. Spend some time outside
3. Not resonate with what is said around me, stay in my own center.

Some time I find intolerable what is said or the way some things are said around me.  I become intolerant.  I need to not engage judgmental thoughts..  That’s a great practice.

This week I bought my self a gift.  It’s mostly because of the site and the products I want to create and put  on the site.

I bought my self an other gift too.  I went shopping and bought a part of jeans and blouse.  Last time I bought my self a pair of jeans it was about 5 years ago. 

Ok.  3 things I love about my self.

1. I’m a very good observer.
2. I’m patient
3. I’m jovial

Went I enumerate these qualities, I should always start by “I love that I’m…”.  When I’m done I will say them out loud.

So I will leave this at that for today.

Thursday, March 5fth 2009

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March break

Yesterday I skipped my morning pages.  I visited my parents and stayed overnight.  When I woke, I just got on with my day.

 

This is my first official day of holiday.   Yay!  I had an appointment with the webmasters but it was pushed for a day.  So today I get to do more creating.

 

Today’s goals :

1. Check my e-mails.
2. Check out some stuff for the web site (disclaimer, text for the landings pages, etc.).
3. Type some poems.  I’ve counted them, I have 97.
4. Take a walk with Katou.  I should go to the park.
5. Do yoga and meditating

 

Now for the qualities I like in me :

6. I’m determined.
7. I’m precise when I do stuff.
8. I do what I say and follow my engagements.

 

The sky is so blue it’s inviting!  There is absolutely no wind.  Yesterday, It was very windy ; a glacial north wind.  It may not stay like this though.  Sometimes, right around this hour it picks up.

 

Yesterday I spent the day doing scrapbooking.  I had made a calendar in January and hadn’t completed it.  Yesterday I chose pictures, cut them and glued them.  I took me a whole day or almost…  After, choosing them and printing them I had a headache.  I came back home, built a fire, fed the cat and took a bath.  My headache was growing into a migraine.  I was starting to feel nauseous.  Then I had a flash, an insight.  I was to much in my head, using my intellectual self.  I needed to go into the body and emotional body more.  So I put on a meditation CD that directs you into the body when it is in pain.  The meditation is call “The healing meditation”.  Before it was done, I was able to relax enough to fall asleep.  So, I stopped the CD and slept for awhile.  When I woke, I still could feel a rigidness to the neck but at least I didn’t have the headache anymore.

Then I had an other insight.  That’s why I use go get migraines all time.  Was trying so hard to please others and thinking all time what I could do to please them that I lived for them in my head.  I wasn’t enough in my heart and in my soul.  I was outside my self.  I discovered this from realizing that I lived alone for the past 4-5 years and hardly got any headaches at all.  So, if I ever find my self in a relationship again, I must not do the same mistakes again.  Live more fully in my bodies and for me, with consideration for others.

See…  That’s what I mean by spirituality (section : About).  It’s learning more about thyself.  This is it and it’s simple.  I just love these aha! moments.

 

Now I’m all excited about starting the day.  What a difference with when I work.  I have to think of something and do something about that part of my life.  I’m creative enough, I’ll find something.  But I’m not going to think too hard…

 

I’ve got to go!  I can’t wait to start singing, dancing and playing my day!

 

Monday, March 2nd 2009

 

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Scrapbooking workshop

This morning I have a scrapbooking workshop.  I haven’t done any for a while.  Well, since last month’s calendar workshop.  Today we are doing a photo cube.  The Lady giving the workshop is a representative of “close to my heart” products.  I’ve only been to two workshops.  I really like them.

By best friend was suppose to come but she changed her mind.  I was a little disappointed since I haven’t seen her since the last workshop.  We usually see each other every week.  She got busy and with work.  I got busy with those poems and my website.  I miss her and spending time talking with her.  Like if we had grew apart a bit.  Like if the universe had put some other things and people on routes.  All is well and in perfect and divine order.

I dreamt of her last night.  I dreamt the I was somewhere in the world in an English based language country with her and her 4 or 5 year old daughter.  The were accompanying me on my tour.  I think she was my agent or something of the sort.  We were back stage and someone came to get her daughter to look after during the show.  The had a day care for the children that we traveled with, witch I think is a marvellous idea.  Her daughter left complaining about a baby that was going to cry again during the whole show and didn’t really wanted to be in the same room.  So, my job was to answer question people had in the audience.  And I had a set of headphones and mic cause it was going to be broadcasted live on radio simultaneously.  So the first guy come on stage and asks his question.  I did not understand a word, except for “dolphin”.  So I told the crowd I was French and to talk slow.  So the guy replies that he’s good.  The crowd started to laugh because it was obvious  that I didn’t understand a thing and neither did the crowd.  I said :”Actually, no I didn’t understand a thing.  Did you want to know about the symbolism of dolphins?…”.  He said: “yes…”.  So I replied : “Well I didn’t work with dolphins a whole lot so, I’ll share what I know.  Dolphins are a special creatures with special energy.”  Then a women raised her hand excitedly and stood and came running down the aisle.  I said : “Come on down, the price is right…”.  And the crowd started to laugh.  Then my alarm clock went off and I woke up.

Today’s goals :

1. Have fun!
2. Have fun!
3. Have fun!

Here are 3 things I love about myself :

1. I’m grateful towards other people.
2. I’m sincere.
3. I’m integral.

Well, I’ve got to get ready…

Saturday, February 28th 2009

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